Have you guys ever had dream?
what you want to become?
when your small till your growth?
I have my dream as when i'm young to be a art teacher. . .
but when i grow up i dream to become a Flight attendants . .
but still my requirement won't fit in. . .
I'm not tall enough to join Flight attendants . . .
i'm not even taking my form6 to become a teacher. . .
i'm so far away to becoming my dream job
my lust and envy on other make me feel i'm so sad . . .
i feel want to end my life. . .
even it's like no one going for me nowdays
maybe i'm so fuck up with my attitude . . .
still i need someone beside me to care me. . .
yet i feel so shit... so dull ... so lonely ...
i feel so EMO
i'm not mr sunny any more. . .
i'm a dead rose. . .
