Dream

Have you guys ever had dream?

what you want to become?

when your small till your growth?

I have my dream as when i'm young to be a art teacher. . .

but when i grow up i dream to become a Flight attendants . .

but still my requirement won't fit in. . .

I'm not tall enough to join Flight attendants . . .

i'm not even taking my form6 to become a teacher. . .

i'm so far away to becoming my dream job

my lust and envy on other make me feel i'm so sad . . .

i feel want to end my life. . .

even it's like no one going for me nowdays

maybe i'm so fuck up with my attitude . . .

still i need someone beside me to care me. . .

yet i feel so shit... so dull ... so lonely ...

i feel so EMO

i'm not mr sunny any more. . .

i'm a dead rose. . .