Be Tough

I have to be tough in everything , ever since i'm the only male in this family , the biggest from here, i can't show my emotion toward my family about what i feel , or how i feel.

It's just hard for me to express out to them, no matter how i always keep it in my heart. I wish to cry but i told myself every time that no matter how i should not cry out. Deep down in my heart, it always cry and feel sad. Just i don't show and express it out, until the maximum i will explore and cry out, but only until the worse situation. . .

It's so hard to keep and stop cry, i know i'm weak, but i don't like to express it out. i always wearing a mask when i go out.

Hey, it's like i want more people to smile , that's why i always hide and smile out. I hope and see to know more of people smiling. That's all :)