Boo, i'm back

Seriously, after i moved out from my hometown

without internet for half year,

it's kinda fun tho.

You enjoy a lot what you spend

rather than spending whole day in front of pc

:) but i still do since i love watching drama so much

- rolling my eye -

i know i know i'm outdated

but seriously i love this drama a lot :)

XOXO i'm too hungry to post more see u later.

It's been long time.

i have no idea since how long i did't blog, but oh well since today i'm free so i'm going blog about my boring life for this month.

it's almost 3month in vector design, i spend on there with fun,bored,lame,happy,w/e life which going to end soon for my internship, my college life.

In VD, i have no idea what to do in office everyday, beside online and work, nothing else.

Speaking of that, i need side income, which i'm selling marimo, but the packaging is still not yet arrive which is making me headache. I wish it would come by tomorrow. MARIMO~ Y U NO COME YET??!!

Then i keep on spending usless stuff, bought a new headset today which cost me rm45, now i'm think back why did i bought that -.-! damn i'm poor and yet i still spend on something useless.

Speaking of going KL, my boss say would lend me his apartment to stay. but i have no idea that his words could be trust or not for this time, i'm scare that he would just speak blindly just to attend me. I think i would prepare to find another one just to backup incase.

So anyone got rooms to rent? Hehehe :3

Future me?

Well i was refreshing my facebook

looking for new status from my friend

to troll with.

Then i saw a picture.

i was thinking who is that girl.

when i click the picture i was like.

O.O!! <-- this is how my face look like.

the message idk i feel

wah who is that lucky girl.

then then then...

i click to the profile picture.
OMGMYFUCKINGWANKYCOW!! <- did't mean to curse !

I'm having nightmare !

it's a guy with hair like girl.

wait! not i meant no respect.

do he still have penis on? or he got hole? :O

D: i'm planning to have long hair

- just a bit longer so i can tie it -

but when i saw him..

i was like GOSH! somehow i see him

as the future me ! OMG OMG WTH NO!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm having nightmare now.

even without sleeping
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

don't scare me.

Sad

Seriously i'm becoming inactive in my blog,

but for what i'm sure.

it's always my place

for speaking out.

I did't know that

i should put you in best friend

or i like you.

But from what today happen.

i know what has been done

can't be replace.

i have no idea what is next.

tell me if your going to decide.

many may not know that

i'm not a good person actually.

but what i'm doing,

always looking for the best for myself.

i admit i'm selfish

but i'm scare to have incomplete

relations because it hurts

no matter how i maintain

the hole in the heart never able be replace.

This song represent my feeling now.

Whao.

Seriously facebook? is getting bored.

Everyday you get to see post's from your friend, people who add you,

or even w/e page you " Like "

Oh well , never mind that,

Just sometimes when you saw something

" DIFFERENT "

you might start viewing their profile.

Recently, my home page really stuck with

a lot " DIFFERENT " Kind of post.

- Some how , for those people who like -

• to post nude picture, their body been cover lesser by lesser * Feel like not wearing at all *

• for some reason, fight or anything? * keep posting their emo post, * - oh, i feel sad, oh i feel hurt , oh i love him/her -

• some of "them" keep posting " weird and common stuff and keep asking people to promote or w/e just to get fame.

• there is tons of them more just don't know how to describe them more.

* Speaking of " Fame " what's the benefit when you got lots of FAME? *

- someone could tell me? - i really don't know cause i'm low profile person :D

~ Anyway i feel glad that nothing worse happen around us.

XOXO I miss you :3

Idiots?

Dang, i never tot that i'm so stupid to search for that person's name.

It happen like when i told my junior that i'm going to play maple, as in private server. I don't have the freaking times to play real server which takes years for me to play it , and of course i hate leveling in a same map for very long time.

- For those who don't know what's maple is -

• Try ask Mr. Google. •

So that guy happen to come by and add me,

i don't know when is it? but i guess 2~3 weeks ago.

then one day he pop out in my facebook chat,

after i told my junior that i'm going to play maple.

He claim that, he had a lv200 character in maple.

So? i don't really bother much.

until 1 day, i was posting my screen shot in facebook.

about my character in the private server.

He chat with me,

and asking which server i'm playing.

i told him "Private Server"

Then somehow, he start talking like shit to me.

I'm curious so is it playing private server wrong?

He told me that is for lazy people to play!

Dude! i'm not a hardcore gamer anymore i can't stay 24/7 in front of the fucking screen day by day like last time.

• He reply : that's just an excuse.

i was feeling like WTF?

• Then he keep pointing i'm wrong and lazy.

WTF man! get a Life. i had to wake up 6am in the morning everyday! and 10am to work and reach home at 8pm! when do the hell i got extra time to play slow and shitty game?

Most important stuff! GAME IS FOR IDIOTS WHO PLAY LIKE HARDCORE!

I just playing to release my stress ,

2 or 3 week i get bored with the game.

i DELETE it.

So best you don't come and step on ma freaking sexy FOXY TAIL.

Geez... i never know he delete me until he comment on my junior picture

" not sure what he comment, but my junior they look mad when they reply the message"

Oh well, then i'm curious what message he wrote and i try to search for his profile, i can't find him. then i just notice he DELETE me, Whao speaking of that.

HOW DARE YOU DELETE ME! YOU PIECES OF JUNK! SPEAKING OF THAT, YOU UGLY LITTLE FREAKING FATTY MONSTER!

Ouch! i look mean of this. oh well, case close when i sleep . . .

DAMN internship! i hate it! your making me fucking poor, and i need a part time job

for saturday and sunday just for my pocket money!

i NEED MONEY :X

Fake and Lies?

Such a lier , such a faker.

Seriously i don't think it's good to lie to me.

I don't mind if your lying to me,

but please please please don't let me catch you!

Let's say

but really, if you want to lie

make sure it's a good lie.

I don't want to catch you

with damn bad lies.

- you told someone u had fun with it -

* when i ask you, you told me you don't know about that *

Seriously i don't get close to someone

if i know that your lying to me.

i can't act like nothing happen

I'm just not the kind of person.

======================================================

- For someone who hate me -

Seriously what is hunting what is prey?

Do you know?

I bet u always hide in your mum's pussy

and cry when u need something?

Sorry i don't give a damn.

Unless your his special person.

what do you mean innocent?

When someone pure? naive?

So someone like me doesn't deserve love for others?

- you are not worthy of a person's love. ESPECIALLY of someone above your standard. just walk away pls. don't make me punch your ugly face. -

So you think that YOUR above my standard?

seriously dude?

Why your so caring about me?

I can't make my own friend?

Please, in socializing, i'm more matured than you.

Just cry at home kid.

I don't care who you are.

where your from.

who the damn hell kid are you?

or how the shit face do you look like.

I'm who i am.

A straight forward guy.

Not to mention that you deleted my post kid.

Don't you feel that your immature?

Come on, your 21 years old.

and you act like 13 or 14?

If you want to talk about your so-called " STANDARD "

please, tell that to my ass when your a boss.

GET IT? IF YOUR THE BOSS AND DON'T HIDE UNDER YOUR PARENT'S ASS!

If you say i'm not worth someone's love? when their standard is higher than me?

Sorry dude.

Your way fucking wrong.

I have tons of friends who love me.

Who are high standards.

SO? I don't really care.

It's just FRIEND'S matter.

Not about MONEY OR WHATEVER.

i don't really care who is rich or poor.

or high or low standard.

Everyone got the right to want something.

- Who knows if your going to read it? or not. -

- Naaa guess i'm on your HIDE LIST -

Aww.. if your reading it,

don't get pissed about it?

if you do,

that's mean you care about me :)

Bored.

Whao recently i never tot that my friend's brother is getting so famous on net,

if you seriously don't know this clip your way outdated!

I can't stop laughing when i saw this, when i tag my friend she told me is her bro,

then i make me laugh even louder XD btw! nice bro u make ur fame

high and proud!

I never can wear glass like this ....

iFeel like i'm gangster or those very gay film director ...

i'm trying to style my hair but i end up keep on replying facebook message.

i want to style my hair but always i took like 1 hour to do it....

if not i feel like i just woke up but i like my new hair style.

Hahaha, my new hair style i love it so much with my cam HDR effect

Camwhore-ing always but i like it so much

I will update more soon , just suddenly i forgot what to say.

End of my Trip.

Early in the morning, as the alarm from our iPhones rang endless due of that we don't want to wake up. . . don't ask me why, we slept at 2am. S-U-P-P-E-R!!!! . . . Oh well back to the room, we woke up and mr bear had his bath and dressed to work and i went down to open door for him.

seeing the clock ! It's 7.30am . . . in my mind , i need sleep . . . 8am wake up . . . by just laying down i tot that it's only last for a while and i'm shock that it's 9am! I'm late for my ride. Mr Tan is coming to fetch me around at 9.30! i quickly went into bathroom and bath, packed my stuff but Mr Tan was 1 step early than me, so i asked him to come down while i'm warping the box . . .

Putting all my stuff in his car, locking the door " Mr tan was helping me to carrying all the stuff into the car. " On the way, i was like ! OMG !! the doll!! i forgot the DOLL!! how can i possibly forgot the doll that he gave? i asked him can we go back and take? he say ok and we went back but it's behind the house.

I quickly went back to the house , get the doll and hop on into his car back and we are on the way to the sexy airport! On the way, like 30min , he was like talking to himself. . . =3= i'm shock cause i tot his talking to me XD. . . 40min and we reach my sexy home ticket machine :D

I took the trolley * no idea what you guys call that for the airport one * stuffed my stuff and wait for him to park his car. . . " was on thinking where can i buy the DAMN LOCK! " soon he reaching to me when he parked his car and we'r heading toward the toilet " too bad i can't peek " LOL then we went to a food court at airport i don't know what's the shop name? ASiaN ? w/e . . .

I never taste so cheap soup before . . . the soup taste like water + bean sprout :| tasteless . . .

- My Stuffy :D -

Took it while eating :D . . . then we went to check in place to wait for it to open :D we'r like waiting for 1 hour waiting at there . . . hey hey hey don't talk crap about me :| i'm the person without transport so i had to come early. . .

Then come a bunch of indian i think . . . who's going to study at Kuching, Segi College. They asked the uncle in front of me for some information, then they come to me.

- A : You guys going to Kuching too?

- T : you can ask him, it's his home town.

- K : Hi~ eerm compare to here, kuching there is kinda boring.

- A : oh then then we know that, what else can you tell us? like the people over there?

- K : people at there are not so friendly as people like here.

- K : and the weather at kuching is much hotter than KL

- A : OMG ! later i become tandori Chicken ....

- K : hahahhaa

- A : ok thanks , i'm not going there, my cousin is . . .

- K : oh okie :D

- A = The indian guy, T = Mr Tan , K = Me -

Then we check in and i go into the waiting area , and Mr Tan went back home to had his sleep, gosh i never know waiting at there is so boring , 2 hours of waiting. . . . I feel want to pee , but i can't leave my stuff behind , too much to carry to toilet but i can't leave them at there, all my laptop and etc :| so i endure. . .

Calling and calling to others non stop so that i can cure my bored-ness . . . soon the plane arrive and walk to the plane . . . i'm sitting at 25E but but what i went to 25 A to sit hahahaha i never know until i notice the when i saw there is a ang mo sitting there then the number with DEF wuwuwu should sit opposite there XD much better " u will know why i say so later "

I never change my place due of the bag i'm carrying with tons of food . . . and i'm block . . . i got 2 melay sitting beside me :| i think it's melay . . . so i don't want to change cause i'm lazy :D hahaha . . . when the plane start i'm starting to fall a sleep XD donno why i'm so tired . . .

suddenly i got woke up by the person who sitting behind me, keep pushing my chair. . . i though it's ok when he keep pushing more and more Like there is ghost within him or " Lok tang " donno la what the fuk . . . i want pee but can't go le still want to push my chair... push till i want to scold him " Hello Uncle wtf ur pushing my chair? Making Sex ha? " so piss ah then when he pushing again i use my body and slam the chair back then he stopped . . . i know it's a guy and i did't get the chance to look at him yet . . .

Ding Ding Dong Dong . . . due of the bad weather we are advise to sit on our seat and wait till our flight end . . . then when the plane stop i stood up and stare at him . . . wtf this guy . . . please la u want ask stuff or what shit don't push my chair! you think it's made of steel won't move one ha? I'm enduring my pee waiting to go to airport to pee u keep pushing ... what if i can't endure and pee on my pant? ! ask you to lick ah !!

Then my mum come and fetch me back home . . . to sleep XD ta ta ... with continue next time.

- My Domo is calling for help D:: -

Christmas on KL

Speaking of my holiday trip sorry that, i had not been online so much lately, to say here i'm so sorry to u all , and from here i wish you all Merry Christmas and Happy new year.

For the past few days, i been busy trying to suit myself in KL, and been since before Christmas until now, but it never stop me from going shopping.

I don't like to buy branded stuff so much? no why? cause i'm poor. " If i can't earn a good living what for i buy branded and live like hell? "

Any way, i bought few shirt , pants and shoes for myself @_@ OMG how can i get it back .__.!

2days ago i had myself spending my holiday with jeff and collin as they went to shop for their stuff too, feel bad to trouble them when they ofter to carry my stuff . . . * shy shy cause i feel bad when people carry my stuff cause i might scare they got tired *

I love DKNY sooooooo much that i can't stop searching more of their product * ps don't get wrong i never buy yet * and pull and bear Just i can say it I FREAKING LOVE U ....

:| sad to say i miss u mr tan XD u know who am i speaking of :3

and i went to comic festival at time square it's like SO FREAKING PACK. . . saw a lot crossdresser * male wearing female suit * too .___. so geli so fat still wear till like that .... sigh .... if i'm the one i would dig a hole and hide 1st ;|

Then i meet a few nice people during my ride on LRT to shopping, so funny when i come back from melaka my skin is so freaking tan but i still LOVE IT !!

Merry Christmas to all of you mucks, btw i wish to upload the photo i taken i'm sure 400++ can't fit all XD

and i'm stealing some stick d wifi XD hope " he " don't find out :| ssrhh .... hope i can online more i miss blogging

- this is what i been doing for the past 1 week , from tomorrow onward i will be helping my boss at 1Ultama working there :3 -

Facebook?

So tell me what is the point that your playing facebook when your using someone's picture as your profile picture? Faker? or what ever ? i don't care! as long your not related to me , i mean as my friend or w/e? i don't really care! i mean it's facebook a social network, tons of people are using it for living, scamming, making friends, all over the world.

but the problem is does your network friends know the complete 100% you at social network? or your real life friend? ( I bet a lot of you guys have more than half of your profile people doesn't know 100% about you )

So lately i got a friend who asked me to make him a fan sign, well he asked me to make for him, and i made for him like in 3~5 min? After that, he posted the picture as his profile picture,

and likely after few min i got a inbox from some freak who asking why would i do the fan sign instead of himself?

Why ask me? i have no idea, it's just like my work , as a graphic designer, client ask me to do the job and i get pay ( well a trade :D ) Problem is i don't get it, why there is some page would like to find people who are handsome ? pretty ? and get their picture?

Don't tell me your doing for your hobbies, i mean if i know that guy as a friend i don't mind, but some people i feel something bad to say YOUR A FREAK AND GET A LIFE!

I have no idea when that freak asked me why would i edit the fan sign and not to write the words myself? My side of view? i'm a designer i do what i think my best for my client.

And guess what i got insult back badly ! People are searching for fame now days and i don't even care of it, i care MONEY and my STUDIES so what for your telling me Beware! i'm going make you famous in the BAD WAY ?

Many people might be hatting me who care , do you know me in real life? NO! you just walk pass and say this kid look like someone i saw on facebook. but would u dare and come to say hi are you XXXX?

Ugly? yes i admit i'm ugly... who the fuck is 100% perfect and i'm proud to say i slim down from a chubby fatty to a slim guy and i am proud of myself and being in my family !

That's all for today!

I don't care people say much about me? i am who i am.